I have no means to focus. No reason to get up. I just float. I subtly reach out but never get pulled through. I don’t make a song and dance about it. I watch and take notes. I observe the outside world through the haze of my own world. My safe place. It’s lonely but it’s mine. Come at me emotions. What have you got for me? Another sleepless night on top of the scattered ones I’ve had for months. The odd hour here and there. Or maybe continue to lock up my ability to feel anything without sign of a key.
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Here if you need to talk xx
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Thanks. I struggling with saying I need someone. I struggle with feeling alone. I struggle with being me xx
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You don’t have to be alone xx
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I get close to people. Start building a relationship and then my wall comes up and I’m alone again. This cycle can’t escape me. Been on the therapy list since September but not even received a call from them. Just can’t live in my own head. Can’t be this sad anymore. Can’t find the happiness I’m looking for xx
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Ring them back up again, make an appointment with your gp too xx
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I am tomorrow. Going for a late appointment. I’m up at 5 for the gym so I’m going to get some “sleep” xx
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Goodnight xx
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Feel free to message me with any words you feel like typing. At any moment. Even spontaneously, no reason at all or because you want to. I’m not fussed.
I need a break from this reality. Xx
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I’ve said it before; we’re here for you and we care about you. We’ll help you pull through if you let us x
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Problem is I don’t know how to let anyone in anymore. I don’t know how to let anyone help me. I appreciate it though x
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