Wow I can’t believe it’s been four years. 2015 was blessing year for me. I learnt about love. I learnt about choice. I learnt about the little things. Yeah okay I knew this before but feeling it again with you was refreshing. A revival of my soul. Something I left behind in a previous relationship.
I remember our first meet that year. I was a little nervous because I didn’t know if expectations would outweigh the reality, but it didn’t. Reality outweighed expectations. We spoke for hours about little things. Had moments of laughter. I knew you were into me by the way you looked into my eyes. It wasn’t just to engage in conversation but genuine interest in everything I had to say. I was the same to you.
Deeper into the night the clock ticked so we went back to the flat. I was nervous the whole walk there because I didn’t know what your intentions were. Was it just a drink? Talking more in-depth about life and what’s next to come? To play a game? Was it to get closer to me? A million other thoughts also entered but I knew I wanted to spend more minutes with you so I complied to your request. I knew this was the start of something genuine. So did you.